A little about me is that I'm interest in UFO and Fairies stuffs before i know about spiritual. I start my online searches for answers after a vivid dream of encountering a shadow being, it was the night of a emotional events. I felt no energy after waking up, i was unable to wake up at first, the shadow being reaching out to me, reaching towards me and calling a name which is not mine. I had try to say my name in responded, maybe to get it to get away from me, I'm not sure if i told it my name or not.
Then i start practicing Projection because of the dream. I success two sleep paralyze, one intending to and another without intending (my second encounter with the shadow being, saw many little shadow baby around the edge of bed. that freak me out)
I never success in doing so, but came along other facts.
Then things just keep turning and turning and now i end up here.
I don't know where i'm going or what i'm supposes to do. I'm just here. Here can be painful and it had and will do. I just have to believe i have a reason to be here, there's so many feeling i can't understand, i can't define, nor find the right words to put it.
so yeah, that's me. the low self-esteem girl, but i'm trying to be stronger cause i know i can.
