Healing request for myself?

[Myst]

Hi Everyone,
I hope it is alright to ask for healing of not so disruptive illnesses. I have swelling in my ankles that almost seems to be seasonal. When it is cold, there is no swelling, but when it is warm, my ankles and feet also swell. 

I also have fibroid tumor in my womb and also massive intense pain on menstruation. This has been my entire lifetime, except when using birth control pills. This is improving much, but I still need more healing on this.

I am also in need of loving/self nurturing energy of the heart chakra.

It is my experience that both of these issues, along with a "weight problem" are a form of self punishment and self limitation, possibly inherited beliefs.

While I have managed to clear many of the blocks to healing these issues and am also using Reiki on myself, I am still with them and unable to get past a "do not deserve" kind of belief about being well and also happy! (Can't have your cake and eat it too. Don't deserve to have it all )

So, if Reiki from others might be of some assistance, I warmly welcome it and am thankful for any kind thoughts about where to go next.  (I am already beginning to work on self forgiveness thanks, Steve)

Love and Peace,
Erin, also known as Myst (Irish Mystic)   :-*

[hotice_steve]

Dear Erin,
First let me tell you the emotional causes of ankle pain or swelling.
here goes.....
being inflexible; living in stress & tension; & under achievement in reaching higher goals.

Lucky you live in Wisconsin & not Miami. The summers are too short in Wisconsin.
The reason you feel more pain in the summer may be due to the higher blood pressure & consequently the swellings. This may be putting more pressure on the tissues & nerves there.

Secondly without sounding too critical, I would like you to focus more in the present & future. Also don't shadow your positive statements with contradicting negative statements. It helps to be more focused.

Also in your postings I have realized that you were a very different person years back. I may be wrong there. You are much more positive & affectionate now. Keep it up.

Its always better to have a full body treatments(all Chakras) everyday. takes just 40 mins. If you don't have the time you can try two chakras at a time. from the extremes to the center. Also you can do back side of each chakra as this focuses more on the emotional & mental aspects of each Chakra.

Since you have had fibroid problems & weight issues you have to give the Root Chakra & Hara Chakra more time. Both front & back.
Also visualize yourself to be completely healed. use all your imagination & intuition. Also see that you start healing others more.

Hope I am helpful enough to be a companion in your Reiki path.
By the way I love Irish Mist. I pour it over my ice-creams for desserts.

God Bless. Sending Reiki Love & Light

[John.Apostolidis]

Dear Myst healing Reiki is on the way for your highest good ! 
Stefan is right...do full body healing sessions...if you dont have time and you uncomfortable in front of others to Reiki yourself....
Just activate it and have your hands simply on your body...Reiki will find the way! 

It is my experience that both of these issues, along with a "weight problem" are a form of self punishment and self limitation, possibly inherited beliefs.

This may seem a sexual fear! The weight underconciously creates an anti-attractive shield...Have a look inside you, what your fears are which makes you create self limitations and punishments to your self?

Since you have had fibroid problems & weight issues you have to give the Root Chakra & Hara Chakra more time. Both front & back.

I would like to add to Stefens sayings one more position ....The throat chakra is responsible for the metabolism procedures and the center of self expresion! Reiki there is needed !


Light and Joy,Blessings and Wishes

[Myst]

Hi Steve,
Thanks, for your helpful reply!

Dear Erin,
First let me tell you the emotional causes of ankle pain or swelling.
here goes.....
being inflexible; living in stress & tension; & under achievement in reaching higher goals.

Yes to all 3! My father had something similar and yes to all 3 for him, too. Food for thought, thank you!   ;D

Secondly without sounding too critical, I would like you to focus more in the present & future. Also don't shadow your positive statements with contradicting negative statements. It helps to be more focused.

Yes, I have been focusing very much on the past. This has been for very many years, an unwillingness to let go of old hurt/trauma/experiences. Not KNOWING(forgetting) how to forgive was my greatest obstacle.

I have recently learned new ways that have allowed me to release many of these old experiences. Through my new understanding of my past and past lives, I have been able to forgive many (and myself) and I have been helping to heal others as well by distance. Just not using Reiki, because I am level one and they are so far away. 

I came into this world with MANY souls attached to mine. Only since the souls have been cleared and released have I been able to move forward. So, now I am finding a new freedom AND beginning to live more in the NOW and plan for the future.  I am still clearing away energies I brought forth into this life and have accumulated in this life, and it is my belief that these need to be released before one can live entirely in NOW. 

Also in your postings I have realized that you were a very different person years back. I may be wrong there. You are much more positive & affectionate now. Keep it up.

Yes, I have walked a long way. Others have walked farther, but they didn't try to walk backwards standing on their hands, juggling the whole way... We each make it as difficult as we think it needs to be to grow... I am letting it be easier now.

Hope I am helpful enough to be a companion in your Reiki path.
By the way I love Irish Mist. I pour it over my ice-creams for desserts.

More than I can express! Thank you, for your guidance and thank you for suggestions for chakra work. Synchronicity! I got the impulse to use Reiki on my chakras this morning, only in a different order. Since it does go where it needs to I am sure it still worked fine. Now, I have written instructions  Thanks, again!

Love and Peace,
Erin

[Myst]

Hi John,
Thank you, for your kind help and energy!

Stefan is right...do full body healing sessions...if you dont have time and you uncomfortable in front of others to Reiki yourself....
Just activate it and have your hands simply on your body...Reiki will find the way! 

Thanks, for the tip!

This may seem a sexual fear! The weight underconciously creates an anti-attractive shield...Have a look inside you, what your fears are which makes you create self limitations and punishments to your self?

Yes!  Releasing those, too!   :D

I would like to add to Stefens sayings one more position ....The throat chakra is responsible for the metabolism procedures and the center of self expresion! Reiki there is needed !

Yes! The thyroid/endocrine and blocking from saying what is on the mind and in the heart. I have cried more in the last month than I cried my whole lifetime. It is very good to let that all out and float away.   :D

Thank you, very much for your kind and loving energy. I do appreciate it!

Love and Peace,
Erin

[hotice_steve]

Dear Erin,
You have been humble & generous in accepting your faults.
Its a remarkable example for all of us.
I really envy you for your new liberation.
I am too on my path of liberation by accepting changes what Reiki is offering me.
God Bless.

[John.Apostolidis]

Dear Myst I enjoy talking with people like you seem to be really powerful person!
This is a lesson for me as well...
I will have your stance against life "painfull" lessons as an example to keep going on!
Namaste! 

[Myst]

Thanks,
You are too kind,
Namaste,
and love to you both! 

Love and Peace,
Erin

[gaid39]

healing on the way

[Myst]

Thanks, gaid39!
All help is appreciated. 

Love and Peace,
Erin

[readytolearn]

Hello Erin,

Please stay strong, as I know what you are going through, and I am going through the same thing, but, I can say is to love and believe in yourself more than what you are doing now.  Positive affirmations are a must right now, even though we taught ourselves to act a certain way, it is hard for us to make this transition into spiritual enlightenment, because it seems so unreal.  Just believe and trust in the lord, and all will be ok.  I am here if you need me, we can work it out together

Love and light,

Tanisha

[Myst]

Hi Tanisha,
Thank you, for your kind thoughts and words of encouragement!

Positive affirmations are a must right now, even though we taught ourselves to act a certain way, it is hard for us to make this transition into spiritual enlightenment, because it seems so unreal. 

My high self said that "clearing statements" were in my best interest, so it is nice to read it here, as well.. These are similar to affirmations, only stating the one no longer needs to hold certain beliefs, perceptions, etc., about whatever the block is. Then, after making the statements about what is no longer required, a positive statement of what IS wanted is made, to replace the old beliefs.  It is quite effective, but as you mentioned, it does seem unreal sometimes, is not always easy to believe in what one cannot see. Many times, I find myself questioning my own sanity, then going back to what I KNOW and that I AM receiving guidance for my highest good. 

It feels like a path that is overgrown for lack of care/use and is not easy to follow, but every time I find I have made a wrong turn, it gets easier to find the path again, thanks to my inner guidance and friends. 

Thanks again, for your thoughts on this. Everyone's help has been appreciated. 

Love and Peace,
Erin

[readytolearn]

Hello Erin,

You are very welcome, and I totally agree with what you said.

Have a very Blessed day


Tanisha

[Siva]

Dear Erin,

You may find this affirmation helpfull:
Everything that have happend was good. Everything that happens is better. Everything that is going to happen is even better.

Keep loving yourself more and more day by day

May Gods bless you all.

[readytolearn]

I like that affirmation, very simple, but powerful, thanks for sharing.